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Thursday, March 17, 2011

Darkness of the stairs...

I saw him
My heart stopped.
Like when your walking up the stairs in the dark, you think there is one more step then there is, and your foot sinks through the darkness, and your heart stops and feels like it's sinking into your chest.
Once your foot lands down, your heart rate speeds up, and you sigh, realizing nothing was going to happen. But, the memories of your foot falling echoed in your head.
That's how it was.
We made eye contact.
My brain died in my head.
Nothing went through it.
Not a single thought.
Then, everything went through my head.
Every single memory. 
I closed my eyes for a split second, then, walked right past him.
I started to feel sick after wards.
I felt like i needed to say something.
i WANTED to say something.
But, i said nothing.
I did nothing. 
I hid my face from the world once again.
I saw him again later that day.
I felt the same way. 
Like i was walking up stairs, the stairs of darkness the light.
And a few steps are missing.
I expected to see him.
I just didn't know i'd feel this way.
I want to know why i feel this way too.
The darkness of these stairs over powers the light.
Yet, i still know it's there.
I know the light is there, at the end maybe, but, still there.
I wonder what will happen next?
What will he do?
And what will i do?