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Saturday, November 10, 2012

The other day it just kinda of struck me that no one has a perfect life.
Ever. I had always known this, be I never realized how true it is.
I had this friend, she was rich, had a beautiful big home, and got everything she wanted. But, her father left her as a child, and her mom had died. She now just lived with her grandparents.
My other friend, she is beautiful, has the perfect eyes, the perfect body, perfect everything. But she hates herself, and wishes she was different.
Another girl I know, she is beautiful and kind but is terribly ill and can't make it outside because she was so weak.

The other day I was hanging out with my friend after lunch, and he said 'My acne is terrible.'
To me, it really isn't as bad as he thinks it is. I think everyone has something they hate about themselves that they think is worse than it actually is.
I think the only way we can be truly happy with our lives is to accept things as they are.
I'm chubby, and that's okay.
I am extremely tall, and that's okay.
I'm overly sensitive, and that's okay.
I think if we can get over the things that we think are 'wrong' with us, we can become happier.
Because hating something isn't going to change it. On days when I feel insecure, I write a list of things that are 'right' with me.
I think to have people accept you, you have to accept yourself. If we just accept and love our flaws we can become more confident.
And I think that if we can accept out flaws than others can see that, and see how happy we have become. And maybe they can be happy too.

Friday, October 19, 2012

I wish I could be mean...

Sometimes, I wish I could be mean.
There is this girl in my school who is always alone, but she isn't all that different.
She likes anime and manga. Vocaloids, japan, and is in almost all my classes.
But, she's mean.
First time I met her we were on a field trip, and we went to Daiso. I picked up a manga coloring book and showed it to her because I knew she liked to drawing and manga. And I said 'Isn't this cute? I love these books, I think they are adorable!'
And she replied with 'God Amelia. You're so immature,'
I just stood in silence.
So you may think 'Hey maybe she WANTS to be alone'
She doesn't. She really doesn't. She'll tell you too.
I would still try to be nice to her once in a while, and when I was she'd always just complain about how she has no friends.
She really really wants friends, but when ever I try to be nice, or really ANYONE tries to be nice to her she shoots them down. Just the other day we were having a test and she was crying because she though she didn't do well and I said 'Hey deary, it's gonna be okay. I'm sure you will do great!' and smiled to cheer her up. All she did was glared at me and yell 'NO IT'S NOT.'

She wants kindness, but when she gets it she refuses. I wish I could stop being so nice, and I want to be able to just ignore her. But... I can't. I try, but I just can't.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Birthday Blues...

My birthday party was this weekend. Only three people were able to make it.
When I handed out invites to 15 people, everyone seemed excited, but, three weeks later, no one had rsvp'd...
The one person I was really counting on just canceled. Everyone has forgotten all my party and me...
I know it probably wasn't personal. But, I'm still disappointed about it...

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Falling Down.

She falls.
She falls into deception and lies.
She falls into a world which has never been experienced by her.
She falls and keeps falling.
She doesn’t know what she wants anymore.
She doesn’t know where she is going anymore.
She doesn’t know how long with will last.
She falls and never stops falling.
She keeps falling.
She doesn’t know the people around her anymore
She doesn’t understand there logic anymore
She falls and never stops falling.

This one is for Ashley

Pavement slipping
Trees falling
Birds dieing
People screaming
The world sinking
Destruction coming
Life ending
World slowing
Time stopping
A blue box coming
A doctor saving
A doctor healing
A doctor helping
A doctor showing
And a Doctor fighting
Screams stop
The world turns
Destruction is past
Trees standing
Pavement holding
And time turning. 

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Test your name meaning!

Amelia's name means: 1) Lolicon. 2) Useless baggage.
 Geez. I feel loved D:>
And even my nick name!
Mimi's name means: 1) To show off your ●●● 2) A dangerous person...
Like, what?
Test your name, and post your answer in the comment section! xD It's actually pretty funny :D