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Monday, March 7, 2011

Falling down into your waves

I told you i was leaving.
You told me not to say goodbye.
I was happy you still wanted to talk to me.
Each one of your words made me smile.
You are so very gentle. 
I love that.
But, i fell for you once.
And it broke me.
If i continue like this i may end up falling once again.
So, i will hold onto this cliff.
As your waves fit my feet.
If i let go i will fall and drown again.
But, if i hold on to tightly, everything will break.
So, what should i do?
If i fall i will drown.
If i break it, i will hit the ground.
There is no way out of this.
And that truly hurts.
And my worst nightmare is coming back.
He holds my fears.
And he may use them against me too.
I'm so scared.
So i will sit in this dark corner.
I will write how i feel.
I will draw my death.
I will smile again when this is over.
Maybe this is what i get for trying to be kind.
So, please, oh please, don't let me drown.
Don't let me fall.
Nothing will be alright...