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Thursday, February 17, 2011

To a certain some one...

If only.
If only, If only.
If i could change the clock, and turn back time, i know where i'd be.
I would be at the last day of school again.
I would be walking up to you and asking for you to come out side with me.
We'd sit down on the bench out side of our school, and i would just talk.
Just say mindless random things, until i could spill out the truth.
If i could see you again now, i would thank you.
I would say thank you, and smile brightly.
I would shine my light on you in your eternal darkness.
I would say one thing.
A simple sentence. 
It would burn into your heart, and you would remember me forever.
Remember that one time?
At school?
I said sorry for the fake love letter me and my friends sent. 
You said something. 
You said 'Thank you for loving me,'
I thought you meant that is what i said and you misheard me.
I realize what you meant.
Thinking about that makes me cry.
I wish i could turn back the time.
So you may see me for who i have become because of you.
This is my thank you.
I'll be moving on now.
For two years i have been still loving you.
Thinking about everything you said.
The way you looked.
Your beautiful eyes.
I still love you.
A part of me is still waiting for you.
But, the rest of me...
we will be moving on.
I love you.
But, this is the end.
I know i can never turn back the clock to find you again. 
I know.
I usually just dream about this, but, dreaming just hurts more and more.
I'll stop living in my dreams and i will move on.
I'm letting go.
Bai Bai~
-Amelia (AKA Mimi) Hansen.


Isabelle said...

Ahh I'm sorry about you're love

Mimi-Chii said...

Oh, no no no! It's totally cool! ^^ I'm moving on with my life :D