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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Choking on sorrow

I love you so much.
I want to be close to you, but, you are always so far away.
I'll choke on these words.
I will shove them down my throat.
This love taste sweet, but, it burns inside me.
You see me as me, and i see you as you.
But, how come your always moving farther and farther away from me?
I miss you dearly.
To see your face again would make my world...
Every step i make, you make one back.
Will i ever reach you?
Will you ever hear my cry?
Will this small reach you?
Every time i have a bad day, your there, and you tell me to keep my chin up.
I'm sorry about what happened to you at the age of 14.
I wish i could help you, maybe even just a little bit...
But, i know i can't.
I will shove the sweet sorrow down and swallow.
It will burn inside me, but, if this will stop you from leaving, then it's worth it. you still.
I need to get over that, past that, walk away from that.
I'm choking on this sorrow.