Choking on sorrow

I love you so much.

I want to be close to you, but, you are always so far away.

I'll choke on these words.

I will shove them down my throat.

This love taste sweet, but, it burns inside me.

You see me as me, and i see you as you.

But, how come your always moving farther and farther away from me?

I miss you dearly.

To see your face again would make my world...

Every step i make, you make one back.

Will i ever reach you?

Will you ever hear my cry?

Will this small reach you?

Every time i have a bad day, your there, and you tell me to keep my chin up.

I'm sorry about what happened to you at the age of 14.

I wish i could help you, maybe even just a little bit...

But, i know i can't.

I will shove the sweet sorrow down and swallow.

It will burn inside me, but, if this will stop you from leaving, then it's worth it.

I...like you still.

I need to get over that, past that, walk away from that.

I'm choking on this sorrow.