To a certain some one...

If only.

If only, If only.

If i could change the clock, and turn back time, i know where i'd be.

I would be at the last day of school again.

I would be walking up to you and asking for you to come out side with me.

We'd sit down on the bench out side of our school, and i would just talk.

Just say mindless random things, until i could spill out the truth.

If i could see you again now, i would thank you.

I would say thank you, and smile brightly.

I would shine my light on you in your eternal darkness.

I would say one thing.

A simple sentence. 

It would burn into your heart, and you would remember me forever.

Remember that one time?

At school?

I said sorry for the fake love letter me and my friends sent. 

You said something. 

You said 'Thank you for loving me,'

I thought you meant that is what i said and you misheard me.

No.

I realize what you meant.

Thinking about that makes me cry.

I wish i could turn back the time.

So you may see me for who i have become because of you.

This is my thank you.

I'll be moving on now.

For two years i have been still loving you.

Thinking about everything you said.

The way you looked.

Your beautiful eyes.

I still love you.

A part of me is still waiting for you.

But, the rest of me...

we will be moving on.

Goodbye.

I love you.

But, this is the end.

I know i can never turn back the clock to find you again. 

I know.

I usually just dream about this, but, dreaming just hurts more and more.

I'll stop living in my dreams and i will move on.

I'm letting go.

Bai Bai~
-Amelia (AKA Mimi) Hansen.