BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND TWITTER BACKGROUNDS »

V~*Click me for a surpise! :D Hehe!*~V

V~*Click me for a surpise! :D Hehe!*~V
Come in, come in children! Enjoy this demented, deranged show! Hehe!

Monday, October 24, 2011

He called on me

'Amelia, what did you write down?' He said looking down at me.
I opened my mouth and froze. I could feel my heart beating faster as the others looked at me, waiting for my answer. My cheeks became flushed, and i felt like i was burning up. I opened and shut my mouth like a fish out of water. I finally thought of a reasonable thing to say, and blurted out "S-sorry! It's rather personal..."
The teacher paused for a second. Almost like... he was shocked. All the other kids said normal things like 'Food' and 'A family'. I always felt like that's what everyone says, and i wanted to come up with something...more for my answer. I wrote down something personal, something that would require a lot of explaining. Something people would judge me for. I wonder if the teacher felt like i didn't trust him. It's not that i don't trust him, i would gladly tell him it and explain all of it, because i feel HE would understand. But the others wouldn't. For the rest of the night, he didn't look at me. Nor did he talk to me after class. Nor did he even ask what i wrote down for the rest of the questions... He just totally ignored me for the rest of that night. What's so wrong with not wanting to go into your past? What's wrong with not telling people things? It's not as if i am keeping some terrible secret that he NEEDS to know! Isn't it alright to not tell something personal, and stick to it? It's alright to say no now and then, right? What are your thoughts?

0 comments: