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Monday, February 21, 2011

Update on Fight.

Alright, so i went over to my other best friends house Mia-chan.
I told her about the fight, and she told me many helpful things, she is always so nice and helpful. ^^
We hung out for the day and then they dropped me off back at my house at around 5:40-ish.
I ate dinner alone and washed the dishes. I thought a lot about what she had said.
At 6:30 we left for youth group, there, a lot of things hit me. Like... A LOT!
I think i heard a lot of things i needed to hear. The whole time i thought about my friend i'm having the fight with.
Now, i have a few bible verses to use.
All about Honesty.
Being Honest with your self.
Being honest with the world.
Being honest with God.
I know, we ALL tend to do this. And if you deny it, your not being honest. See, there are so many people in the world, and you are just one person. Just one simple person, and you think 'how special can i be?' so we make out problem seem so big and horrible so people will worry about us. We get all the attention we want. But, we lie to our selfs in our minds that we start to believe our lies. And then once some one comes along and says 'Oh, come on, it's not that big of a deal' we get angry. Your lies become you. That's how this whole thing got started. I said 'oh come on, it's not that bad!People in another country are being whipped' and she got pissy with me, i didn't fight back. I actually didn't talk to her, i wrote in my blog saying that she was annoying me a little, just by the way she talks to me and things like that. I said i would leave her alone, calm down, and everything would be better. She comes back, and freaking 'punches me in the face' ((metaphorically speaking)). She doesn't know when to stop, then she starts coming at me with mean comments. I wanted to leave her ALONE. She has been egging me on for a fight, which i'm not gonna give her.
Later after youth group, i talked to my youth leader.
 He said that sometimes God just brings friendships for a season, just to teach us something.
Maybe this is the way it's gonna be, maybe this wasn't meant to last. Either way this is taken, i'll live my life.
If this is what God wants to happen, let it be done.

~Happy-Emo-Bunnies <33


Isabelle said...

she got pea-y with you you know that makes no sense at all..... FYI Piss means pea

Mimi-Chii said...

It also can mean angry BTW ^^


Mimi-Chii said...

Oh, and pee is spell P. E. E. BTW